December 2010
YES YOU ARE. god, what do i gotta do to prove it to you? i mean damn, i found a good guy, after getting hurt so many times. yeah, you don’t like him or trust him, because of today. and i understand & respect that. some of my trust for him is gone too. you aren’t just someone who i turn to whenever he isn’t there. why would you even think that? i call you my best friend all...
i really am sorry..
so what’s the deal with us?
i really do not wanna lose you. you really have no idea how badly i want you as my best friend, how i need you as my best friend.
i will change everything, sam. i really fucking will. starting now. but if you just want our friendship to be over, i understand.
…….oh..yeah… but we got high after he left and i thought.. i mean.. i wish you woulda said that you didn’t want him to come over.. i would have told him that i didn’t wanna see him, that i just wanted it to be me and you.
how did i ditch you for him other than tonight?
i told him i wanted to break up earlier at school.
and you told me not to because you didn’t want me to make the same mistake that you did with aaron so i listened to you.
so if you feel the way you do, why did you tell me to hold on to him?
well.. there’s only one thing to do to keep from losing you, sam. i gotta do what i gotta do. you’re more important than he is, whether you want to believe it or not.
Heather.
purpleehazee:
No, of course not.
is that sarcasm? i’m so confused! i just tried calling you. you didn’t answer.. as usual. ):
Heather Christine Gilbert,
purpleehazee:
*Bitch please. It’s whatever.
wait.. i don’t get it. are you mad at me? D:
samantha nicole poole,
today was eventful.
but thank you so much for being there for me.
i love you to death.
you’re my best friend, forever.
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